P90X Week 2 Day 2

I want a cookie right now! I don't have a big sweet tooth, but dang it, I want a cookie!

Yesterday, I was so good to pack my salad cause I was taking a houseload of clothes to the laundramat. This way I would not miss a meal. And my frigging salad falls out of the car, the lid pops off the Ziploc, and my lunch is on the parking lot floor! Oh my god, I lost my damn mind!! I have been very edgy about making sure I get my exact meals without straying so I can get maximum results. So I talked to my friend who has done P90X before and talked about how he did it. He actually, much to my surprise, generally stuck to diet and made sure he didn't miss one workout as he pretty much already ate that way. He just noted the increase in protein and decrease in carbs and worked out hard. X style. Then he asked me, Is the way you're eating now different then before? Wow, YES! Waaaaaaay different. It is a huge change for me. This carb whore is actually getting vegetables and water in? And protein for this vegetarian to boot?? WHAT?!?!? Growing pains he said. Growing pains my partner said. Okay I'm breathing...

What was I thinking? Life is gonna happen. Jeez Courtney! Doink! Of course, I am not going to be able to make every recipe perfect every timr. Of course some are going to get interuppted by something, like the concrete. Stuff happens. Other things have to exist to balance with P90X. I have been living where diet and exercise took the back burner and yes it takes the front, but it is not gonna cook any faster if I just stare at it.

Who knew that I would be learning so much other than just getting in shape?